2009, A recap. [31 Dec 2009|12:18am] _tokugawa [ music | Coldplay ] Wow 2009. you were a crazy year. Started off with being interested in a girl that you barely knew. losing a best friend (who is still lost) Probably the biggest thing though, was pretty much going insane. oh man that night where pedro was drunk so i drove to glenns and saved him, and drove to his house with victoria and pedro spilled his emotions to me. and victoria laid her head on my lap. Good night. oh man, and throwing parties at billy's apartments! hose were so fun. The best! I had such a good time! and everyone else did too! oh man soo good. and after parties after the party! Lauren, oh man she had such nice legs. Then Allie starting to talk to me randomly again. Then leaving tay tay's surprise bday with zach an corey to see her in brighton. Seeing her drunk and drugged out. I'll never forget that night. I never wanted to speak to her again after that. But she kept talking, we drove to boston to help cat move out. She let me and lopes and pedro up to play n64. then she came to band practice. Then we watched arrested development, cuddled and kissed. and became boyfriend and girlfriend. Had an interesting summer, going to cape cod, meeting justin, going to nh with maris and jesse. july 4th with lopes zach and corey. dancing anad singing michael jackson in the street, sitting on the beach, stopping allie from cutting her wrists, rushing to her house when i thought she would kill herself. God I would have done, and did everything for that girl. Surprising her at work. Painting my first painting for her. then... the Break up. I went insane. Utterly insane. The first time in my life i almost broke edge to stop hating myself so much. Bouncing back and forth between her. Finally saying goodbye. Meeting Anna at the Christmas party, Amanda at thursday,talking to shawna, Teaching at sociedad, loving my students, seeing them perform, being so proud. Going to job interviews in suits, Getting the job at the statehouse. Gong to uppercrust and getting the job. Telmo's party. The best party of my life. Finding out that the reason my best friend hadn't talked to me for the past year was because he was ashamed he smoked pot. Talking to Racquel again. Falling slightly in love with her :P Meeting Marine by playing "Bowl of oranges" really loud in my room. Becoming bffls with her. ahah being interested in Jess and how quickly that fell apart.] being friends with victoria. OMG playing Crash bandicoot 3 with her for a day straight! Racquel sleeping over, having a painting party, walking in the freezing cold from south station! Christmas parties! Dave's and going to Andres'! Getting decorations! Breaking into Allie's apartment because she passed out. Climbing the ladder with the other two friends (i forget their names) cops threatened to be called, running through. Painting! how much I love it. starting going to therapy(just to get insight on my life) and really liking my therapist. Recording with Corey, and having our music sound really good, being annoyed at having to re record everything (and probably will have to again) Quitting wow, and recently going back Getting an xbox360 and playing halo Meeting JArred Lorusso, and loving his metalness, hearing about how he beat some kid in lacrosse up haha and now. Aruba. Going and figuring out what I want in life. I'll be back the 10th, and going straight to my dorm room. yay john. :/ ANYWAYS. things are looking up Things are really looking up. I know how to be happy again. and these beautiful girls seem interested. no where to go but up :) Thanks to all my friends for the good times. I think I'll always see this as a bad year, well I thought I would, but after typing all of that out, I think it was a pretty good year, just fall sucked. Everything fell through haha. I love you all. 1 comment|post comment

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